HYAKUGOJYUUICHI

Well, I am going to go out and be completely honest with everyone I do not know if I am straight Gay or Bi I have such confused mixed feelings at the current time. There have been times I find myself sick at the thoughts of being with a man, yet afraid of thoughts of being with a woman. I have felt this way for sometime. Acutally for 3 years. I want to know who I am sexually that is. I know who I am in all other ways its just that way that confuses me. I guess I am afraid....

Someone who is understanding. Someone who can guide me through a change if it needs be. I don't want to depend on someone fully don't get me wrong i just want someone who will be willing to help me if i stumble... is that making sense?