PAWNSHOPPR0MISEZ

Chances are, you won't like me.i have a negative attitude about everything without giving it a chance. I'm jealous & selfish. im rude, yet polite.im shy around some,& loud around others. im not outgoing.i dont make friends easily. im a loner. i watch my feet when i walk. i find something wrong with myself daily,but find everyone else to have something that i dont. every girl is beautiful or a whore to me.i find everyone to be better & more beautiful than i. i have really low self esteem.maybe i was never told i was beautiful enough, who knows. i dont trust at all & the few that i do trust always find some way to hurt me.i believe that everyone is out to get me. im always worried someone who im close to, will hurt me. dont talk to me if you can't remember my name.I never know how to describe myself.Because im not sure what other people see me as.i fall for people way to fastI'll probably believe anything you tell me. dont take advantage of that. I'll find out and never talk to you again.i have very few friends(2) & too many acquaintances .my best friend and i are the most bestest friends in the world ?i like too hide stuff i find. that way no one can take it from me.i sit super high in my computer chair because it makes me feel bigi stay up all night & sleep all dayi'm simple, but its hard to impress me.but other then that,i suppose im rather rad! =)

i dont have a certain type,im just looking to meet any guy i click wiff really well and hopefully start sumthing from it and finally be happy