STAREYES

I have Shy Bladder Syndrome. This means I have a hard time using the washroom (actually going) when others are around. I've had it since I was 5. A book was written about this problem. I also come from a troubled alcoholic family, and am unconfident. I feel like woman are often physically attracted to me but I have been very insecure my entire life and thus haven't met any, so I don't know to much about woman but I would like to be taught. I am interested in dressing fashionably and would take any tips to attract woman. Basically, I am a geek that doesn't look like one, only because I'm shy. Sometimes you wouldn't think it, like when I'm playing poker and being really cocky with my joking with the waitresses and dealers, but as soon as I'm alone, I feel very self-conscious. I'd like to start meeting people. I am just beginning to tell people about my shy bladder syndrome problem, mainly because I have been hiding it my entire life, feeling very ashamed of having this condition, but now I realize I can't allow it to ruin my social life anymore. I would like to meet anyone - basically, I'm very open minded about who I might be friends with, plus, I neverr know who i might like unless I give them a chance.