EMPTINESS

Since my divorce in 1999, I have been like a lost puppy. I do not know any way of life except being in a relationship- a relationship in which I am able to express my emotions, my experiences. Life without the ability to share all that you are and accept all that she is- just sometimes doesn't make sense. I will not feel comfortable anywhere, in any country, without the love of a woman beside me. To insure a life of love and happiness, I will move to you in a moment's notice if you feel we can bond together the joy and love we want so desperately for each other-from each other. I certainly miss sharing my life with another, but I want that to change. I'm hoping to meet a woman who enjoys Romance, Attention and have excellent conversations-a woman who wants someone to listen, who wants a friend as well as a lover. I strongly believe in Chivalry and I try to express that trait as often as possible. I don't believe in dating-those feelings, those expressions of pleasure-should be shared with the one woman I love instead of casually expressed upon many. As you will soon tell, I'm a doer, a giver, a pleaser. I want to love, and I have loved the best I can. What puzzles me to this day is-if I love a woman the way a woman desires to be loved, why does it hurt me so much? I wish to find a woman who wants to be loved-for her mind, her body and for her soul.

If you feel that you are 'too old', or that age matters: -Close your eyes and hear the expressions of passion - now...Open your eyes-because the expressions and essences of passion you've just experienced are what we live life for each day. No measurement of time will ever seperate the love of 2 who wish to express and experience each other. The woman in my life must want to be loved. The woman in my life must feel that the family is most important beyond anything that's within our lives. The woman in my life my will want to express her emotions and to feel the expressions I offer. The woman in my life must believe in spontaneity, for our love is measured in moments-we will take advantage of every moment we can. My idea of a great first date: Sometimes the spontaneous impulses when two people meet can be the most spectacular first date of all. That first date is so full of anticipation, not knowing what the other will say or do-and what is said and done is so profound and resounding. The anticipation is compounded because we are trying to be so conscience of what we say or do-because we want so desperately to make an excellent impression, to be liked, admired and wanted. The scenery for a first date can be almost anywhere, for the only true focus on our minds-the center of our attention is the other person. What makes a first date even more memorable for years to come is the unexpected-although flowers are nice for a first date, having them delivered by carriage makes them special.