STILLDYNAMITE

I am not like anyone you have ever met before. I am fiercely independent yet I desire nothing more than to make others happy. I am strong as a lioness yet gentle as a breeze. I am a conundrum; wanting more than fearing, that you solve my riddle. I am free, secure and seductive; my mystery is how to reconcile that with my loyalty, my fragility and my shyness. There is nothing simple about me; I only love what is most simple. I will never betray you; if you betray me, I will simply leave; no blame. There is a lesson in each one of Life's sufferings and I am the eternal student of Life, Love, Spirit. I am a scientist with a Ph.D. in Neuroscience, a former research scientist by profession AND I am a humanist who throws caution and rationality to the wind when it comes to matters of the spirit. I am not like anyone you've met before. If you seek certainty, seek not with me. I shun certainty, unless we are talking about fidelity. In all else, I am and always will be, mysterious. I love doubt, scepticism and chance because they challenge me to my best. I live to conquer regret. I live to love.