TEARFILLEDSMILE

I am, as Ani Difranco said "32 flavours and then some." I'm not going to lie and say my life is all rainbows and gum drops, but there are often sunny days, and when it rains you can always see that rainbow shimmering against the sun. I'd like to think I'm like that rainbow, a rare occurance and beautiful when the light hits it at the right spot. I have my weaknesses but I've learned enough in my 19 years how to deal with them and I think I'm a very independant woman. I can take care of myself, but when the sun won't shine I'd love to have that special someone to lean on, to wipe my tears and remind me that it gets better. And it does. I may be complicated, but I'm worth it. I love to shop until I drop, read, listen to any music as long as the lyrics are meaningful, and just drive around town aimlessly. I also love to get up and be sporty, I love a good game of baseball, soccor, basketball, badmenton...just not tennis really....I always hit the ball over the fence. *blushes* I'm deeply romantic and very manogamous...if I'm with someone I want to know that there is no one else they want to be with, call me selfish but commitment and honesty are the most important things to me in a relationship. If I can't trust you, there is no point. I like to buy gifts for my partner randomly, or write poetry, or draw ( though I may not be the best artist...). I'm the kind of girl who when they see something that reminds them of someone they'll buy it for no reason.

I want to meet someone I can trust, and who will treat me with respect and always tell me the truth no matter how painful. I want someone who appreciates me and can take my good with my bad